From Pleasure Warrior to Pleasure Magnetism

My pleasurelit journal entry

Letting go of the Pleasure Toy Queen lifted a huge weight of my shoulders. I love being the Queen, but with that title/label, I restricted myself to show up a certain way. I couldn’t be fully me. I embody so many more energies.

Now, I can lean into whatever energy wants to be embraced.

And right now, I feel a huge shift!

When we face challenges, we also get the opportunity to grow. They can reveal our darkest fears and our deepest desires. It can feel like death and rebirth. I learnt this when I finally broke out of DV.

Instead of asking myself Why is this happening to me

I turned it into What can I learn from this/What is this showing me?

I crossed path with a few challenges this week, from mum life and self-care to business and love life. On one side I was chasing what I thought I wanted or rather thought “I needed”, on the other side I felt like I wasn’t good enough.

I read through my whole book again after my editor has been through her round of corrections (oh my it is transformational to say the least!). Along with some other moments this week, a lot came up.

I am proud of how far I have come, yet I felt stuck.

This was my opportunity to process those feelings from the past of not feeling good enough, and the guilt and shame – letting go off my previous versions. Acknowledging and celebrating my present version.

She has been through so much – a strong fighter and warrior.