Feeling the tears running down my chin

Weekly Personal pleasurelit journal note entry 2/3/25

This week felt like a huge day.

I have written over 12,000 words for my first book draft. According to my book outline that’s one quarter of the book done. It feels AMAZING! Weirdly enough, I am already thinking about my next book. Apparently, that is normal, so I heard. But I had to bring myself back to fully focus on this book as it is very close to my heart. It has been waiting and it’s finally time to write and share it with the world.

Then today, I had a huge cry. I don’t think I had cried like this since last year when I received my Australian Permanent Residence, which were happy tears and tears of relief. But the cry today was a massive energetic release of various emotions I had hold inside of me to “keep it together”.

Full time single mum life can be tough at times. But also writing a book about pleasure can crack you open! I am not just teaching you on how you can live a more pleasurable life, I am sharing parts of my own journey - raw, real and vulnerable parts.

I have not always been that confident and pleasure embodied. I have gone through some very challenging times in my life and within my book you get a little glimpse of where I was coming from. I have made that transformation. Along with my qualifications and personal development, I have the experience going from self-doubt to becoming pleasurelit.

When I let myself feel all the feelings today I realised…